Almost a month I have been away from posting my blog. Occupied, as always for business, and I had to focus on taking more care of my injured foot and moreover on improving my living environment. I have been spending more time than ever to my health and daily conditioning. Inevitably, and naturally I don't particularly feel like opening my PC and spending late evening time to describe what I feel and think and enjoy, which I tend to write down with pen and notebook rather than via digital tool recently. Also as I started my initial learning step of mindfulness. I am not good at meditation at all, but Taichi practice and breathing practice might be of some help to me. This is the area where verbalization does not work but feeling and sense can rule. That might be another reason why I have been away from my blogging. I am not good at meditation probably because it seems sometimes strongly connected to experience of sensing something intangible and spiritual (or maybe I'm wrong but anyway). To me it feels like surrealism, so to speak. But I am getting to learn it as true realism in fact, of sensing the state of actual physical body and works of mind. As long as I find my discoveries or new influencers in my life interesting, it's worth verbalizing to me. I'm trying to continue this little practice a bit longer.
